krndNewark

IS VENTING WORTH IT AT THE END OF THE DAY? i'M PERSONALLY TIRED OF IT. ALTHOUGH I'M GOOD AT IT. WORK IS WORK HOME IS HOME SO WHY COMPLAIN ABOUT SHIT YOU CAN'T FIX. I CANT QUIT MY JOB AND I MUST IVE...

today is nothing more than another day, This weekend i laid around all weekend. Friday i had an appointment so i didn't go to work and did one or two errands. After that i sat in my bed for the rest...

I'm a little heated about the recent discussion that he and i are having. I don't want a constant reminder about H. I have it and don't want to know about it. It's not me only apart of me. It's not...

i could vent more and more these days but it does no good. I had a nice weekend. very busy I'm not sure if this is ok. I'm not hyped just trying to stay active. I'm not sure if I mentioned that on...

 Thursday- well this is an update. I had string free sex again and again im not happy with the out come. but it's something better thatn nothing. the dude is nice just not up to speed in that...

I'm tired. i stayed up late last night and it's catching up to me today. I had too musch wine. I'm feeling like shit today. I'm still happy but tired. I could only imagine what he feels like. Last...

Between Bingoboy and this election I'm going to go crazy. I'm so wired and anxious. I had to take a pill to sleep although I'm tired. I VOTED and I'm glad. I could work today ( yes I had to work). I...

well I'm anxious I can feel the nerves in my body on hte outside of my skin.This is way wierd! it started lastnight Bingoboy  and I talked  and he had alot to say. He loves me this is something...

Well today is Sunday and my weekend is almost over. It was jamp packed. I had sex on Friday ,OH YEAH!!! there are  alot of complaints in that department( size does matter) and so does the...

Im writing these thoughts because they are clear in my head. I had a rough day and need clarity this is my only source of journaling. I may need to go back on meds. this is something I've been...

Forget Biploar and all the other shit. today after my last entry my boss told me that I'm Un reliable and not dependable.My moods shift and I'm not approachable. FUCK HIM!!! I'm not neither f that...

I feel like life is trying to get me. I can list everything that is happening but it will take too long. I stop taking my meds and now I thinking that was not smart. I pride myself on being smart. I...

well today is back to work day and I'm not feeling like being here. I want to lay in bed and do nothing. Just like yesterday. I usually don't get the blues over my b-day. This year is the year. I got...

this weekend is my B-day weekend. My b-dayis Monday 27th and I want to do something different.  nothing happen maybe next weekend.  I did do alot of kid stuff bowling on friday,went dancing w/ my...