krndNewark

I went to the movies on Tues.10/21/08. some me time mommy had the kids and I had fun. I thinking of doing some other me time things.

I 'm keeping a positive attitude. i'm staying away from negative energy. No chanting and shit but a lot fo praying. I had a really messed up weekend and the last thing I need is more drama. My...

I was diagnosed w/BP last yr Nov., only after being admitted. I was going through a divorce and my job was giving me hell. I've been on anti -depressants since 2005 Dec. my life seemed to be upside...

I decided to write again. I'm at work 4 OT. It's a bicth to have wrk on your day off. But i need the money. Dwight didn't make alot of $ but I see now that it was useful. I actually took a moment to...

Ihad a talk w/ my best friend and I did more tlking than listening. will she really understand or is she trying to pull me up B 4 i fall completely under. been there and don't want to go back. I had...

i feel like SHIT and I know why. I saw Dwight yesterda and he has the nerve to have some new BItch in his life. I'M MAD AS HELL. HOW DOES HE GET OFF HAVING A LIFE. HE'S AN ASSHOLE. HE DON'T HELP ME...

Well it's Wednesday and I'm at work. that's good . I Have a JOB and should and is happy. BP or not (denial) I don't like some of the people here. My boss is annoying and tiring. She complains about...

well my BF is back in town and I'm too happy. Some one to talk to. I want to make new friends but it's not worth it in the end. I had a "what if" epiosode yesterday on my drive to work and thought...

I'm not in the mood. And when i say that people run the other way. BUT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. I don't feel like talking and don't want to listen if not needed. I want to be left alone. I think I woke...

I've been coming to this site more often lately. I thinks it helps. I stopped taking my meds and need a outlet w/ out Judgement. I feel anixous sometimes and really can't sleep. My attitude needs...

I am stressed!!! I feel tense than a motherfucker!! My back actually hurt fromthe tension and my neck feels like if you touch it, it will exploded!!!! I far too much going on at the same time and...

I feel like I am about to cry. I am very depressed and I know it and no one else knows it but me. I feel all crazy inside. I need to lay down, but I am waiting for my teacher to response to my post....

Well my goal for today is to be positive!!!! All day!!! Nothing bad is going to happen to me today!! I will have a great day!! I am productive and I am happy! I have faith! I will succeed in...

The only friend that I have, my BF, I went off on today. I did not mean to but she calls and ask the same stupid question everyday. " hey, what's up?" And the answer is still the same, " nothing" I...

I am mad as hell and I need to scream until I bleed!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am all over the place emotionally. I am tired, this thing called life is tiring. I am at my wits in with everything. I can not...