krndNewark

I just spoke to my "baby daddy" and I am upset about how he thinks "we" should raise our children. He wants me to let them go and stay with his Chippy without him being there. WOW, it is amazing how...

Damn I wish I could have a few good days back to back, maybe just for this week! 1. I am tired- so everything I do will be a struggle, then I will be annoyed. Fact!2. I am still trying to do...

I just wrote a bunch of feeling and my computer didn't save anything, I am mad. but briefly. I am not as worried abut my son. we went to several docs today and I am feeling better. I am lonely and...

I wish the letters could cry as I type this....I am so out of it lately and it has only been a week and two days. I cannot sleep without sleep aids, I am tired and worn out. I am jumpy, anxious and...

My oldest son, Kasiah was shot on Saturday July 5 @ 1-3am, a robbery gone bad. Thank God he is alive and doing well. However, I cannot believe that I was going to have to bury my own child! I am...

Yep, I woke up early this morning thinking or dreaming of Mommy. I thought Mommy's spirit visited me this morning to tell me that I don't listen to her about this lottery number that was in an...

I had a crazy dream about my Mother. I miss her so much and I think about her everyday and wonder about what we would be doing for every occasion. Every movie, tv show and song remind me of her. I...

I wish we could select several entries for Journal entries. Anyway, I wanted to keep myself focused and positive because last week was slight hell.This I know is true, I am definitely BP and I should...

Well Mother's Day is coming and I feel like I am not doing better than the first year, the first year I was good after my Mother passed but now "forget about it". My nerves are in my stomach as if...

I have not been on here in sooo long, it seems unreal. But I guess when things are going well, why bother right? Wrong. I should try to come on here at least once a week. I need someone to talk to...

I am sad and depressed and I am trying to maintain a positive attitude. yet I don't know what that is anymore. I don't like to smile, I don't like fake a smile. I am "happier" when I am mad or sad,...

Hello Anyone that is reading thisI have not been on DS since May 2011. I think that is a good sign, but I am not sure. I was cleaning out my emails just now and noticed that I have not visited this...

I am stressed!!! I feel tense than a motherfucker!! My back actually hurt fromthe tension and my neck feels like if you touch it, it will exploded!!!! I far too much going on at the same time and...

I feel like I am about to cry. I am very depressed and I know it and no one else knows it but me. I feel all crazy inside. I need to lay down, but I am waiting for my teacher to response to my post....

Well my goal for today is to be positive!!!! All day!!! Nothing bad is going to happen to me today!! I will have a great day!! I am productive and I am happy! I have faith! I will succeed in...