krndNewark

Well today is Sunday and my weekend is almost over. It was jamp packed. I had sex on Friday ,OH YEAH!!! there are  alot of complaints in that department( size does matter) and so does the...

Im writing these thoughts because they are clear in my head. I had a rough day and need clarity this is my only source of journaling. I may need to go back on meds. this is something I've been...

Forget Biploar and all the other shit. today after my last entry my boss told me that I'm Un reliable and not dependable.My moods shift and I'm not approachable. FUCK HIM!!! I'm not neither f that...

I feel like life is trying to get me. I can list everything that is happening but it will take too long. I stop taking my meds and now I thinking that was not smart. I pride myself on being smart. I...

well today is back to work day and I'm not feeling like being here. I want to lay in bed and do nothing. Just like yesterday. I usually don't get the blues over my b-day. This year is the year. I got...

this weekend is my B-day weekend. My b-dayis Monday 27th and I want to do something different.  nothing happen maybe next weekend.  I did do alot of kid stuff bowling on friday,went dancing w/ my...

I went to the movies on Tues.10/21/08. some me time mommy had the kids and I had fun. I thinking of doing some other me time things.

I 'm keeping a positive attitude. i'm staying away from negative energy. No chanting and shit but a lot fo praying. I had a really messed up weekend and the last thing I need is more drama. My...

I was diagnosed w/BP last yr Nov., only after being admitted. I was going through a divorce and my job was giving me hell. I've been on anti -depressants since 2005 Dec. my life seemed to be upside...

I decided to write again. I'm at work 4 OT. It's a bicth to have wrk on your day off. But i need the money. Dwight didn't make alot of $ but I see now that it was useful. I actually took a moment to...

Ihad a talk w/ my best friend and I did more tlking than listening. will she really understand or is she trying to pull me up B 4 i fall completely under. been there and don't want to go back. I had...

i feel like SHIT and I know why. I saw Dwight yesterda and he has the nerve to have some new BItch in his life. I'M MAD AS HELL. HOW DOES HE GET OFF HAVING A LIFE. HE'S AN ASSHOLE. HE DON'T HELP ME...

Well it's Wednesday and I'm at work. that's good . I Have a JOB and should and is happy. BP or not (denial) I don't like some of the people here. My boss is annoying and tiring. She complains about...

well my BF is back in town and I'm too happy. Some one to talk to. I want to make new friends but it's not worth it in the end. I had a "what if" epiosode yesterday on my drive to work and thought...

I'm not in the mood. And when i say that people run the other way. BUT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. I don't feel like talking and don't want to listen if not needed. I want to be left alone. I think I woke...