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  Posted: 10/14/2019

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  Things on my mind

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  Posted: 09/11/2016

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  I dont want to title this bc a lot is happening, since my last entry.Well, my daugther is in colllege, I have one more kid to go before empty nest kicks in. OMg, I dont really care bc Im always alone anyway.Next, is I stop talking to my best friend of 20+ years bc she thought it would be okay to give my daughter nothing but SCRUNCHIES for a parting gift. 20+ years and this is it...The reason why Im more upset than I should be is bc I speak to her more than anyone else, she knew my woes and my...

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  I am Anxious

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  Posted: 08/20/2016

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  Well Im back again to express my feeling in a safe environmentSo, my daughter is going away to college and I did not think this would bother me soo much but it does, I am having a lot of random thoughts. I am not sure if it is the stress of trying to do EVERYTHING or just my fear of letting her go. It was my idea for all of my children to go away to school and learn, grow and develop without me but Im not sure if Im going to make it, smh. (No punctuation used during the writing of this entry,...

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  I need to talk

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  Posted: 08/01/2016

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  I need to talk and I want to write down my thoughts, this is a safe place to express my views without being critize. I feel regular,  I'm not happy or sad, I'm just reg. I dont have any feelings about anything but getting my daughter ready to go off to college. I need to focus my attention on that list and making sure she is ready for whatever she needs. I dont thinkn Im concentrating or Im overthinking this soo much that Im stressing myself out. My bloodpressure is high all the time. I am...

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  Again I need to learn this system

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  Posted: 07/21/2016

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  Well I'm up and it is not late but I wanted to write down my feelings.I am anxious, I am all over the place. I am not feeling like I am doing well with my stress management. I feel like Im faking the funk. I dont know, I cannot let things get to me but they are. I am overwhelmed with my daughter going to college and I not being able to afford the payments.I miss my mother and all mothers that are gone. Mrs. Gunter, Mrs. Meus and anyone else that can help me with my feelings.I know that I rely...

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  Again Again

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  Posted: 07/19/2016

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  Why do things constantly change expect me? or my life? This site changed, but Im writing about the same things. Im lonely and I need a mate, I need more money bc my daughter is going to college. No ONE CALLS TO ASK TO GO OUT, only to talk on the phone. I need another job to pay for Kayla's college bill every month and soon my college bill. one of my fish died today and I felt like it was the end of the world.I need Jesus, I need to pray more and trust that he will help me. Ye of little...

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  I'm Back Again

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  Posted: 07/19/2016

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  Well, I have not been writing on here in a very long time and I see that things have changed. I am still alone, no mate. I tried to date my Ex but that did not work out and we end abruptly and badly. However, we are back to somewhat friends. My daughter is going to college in Sept and I'm nervous about the money. I need to find another job and soon. Im stressed out about not being able to afford things, to the point that I am getting sick. My blood pressure is always high, it runs on high...

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  I'm Back Again

  Posted by: krndNewark

  Posted: 07/19/2016

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  Well, I have not been writing on here in a very long time and I see that things have changed. I am still alone, no mate. I tried to date my Ex but that did not work out and we end abruptly and badly. However, we are back to somewhat friends. My daughter is going to college in Sept and I'm nervous about the money. I need to find another job and soon. Im stressed out about not being able to afford things, to the point that I am getting sick. My blood pressure is always high, it runs on high...

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  I'm Back Again

  Posted by: krndNewark

  Posted: 07/19/2016

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  Well, I have not been writing on here in a very long time and I see that things have changed. I am still alone, no mate. I tried to date my Ex but that did not work out and we end abruptly and badly. However, we are back to somewhat friends. My daughter is going to college in Sept and I'm nervous about the money. I need to find another job and soon. Im stressed out about not being able to afford things, to the point that I am getting sick. My blood pressure is always high, it runs on high...