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This is killing me. I want so bad to hold her, kiss away her tears, and tell her she is safe and everything will be ok. Sadly I can't via text. Last night I was so close to cutting for the first time...

I hate myself.  Not sure why.  I know I'm fat. I know I'm strange and awkward. I'm ok with both of those things.  Well I'm on a semi diet and I'm working out more but it's more because I know...

Not sure but I think I'm brother-zoned. I knew I was atleast friendzoned which a guy can get out of but damn. I guess I'll play it by ear.  I might start looking for another girl if I feel I'm too...

I hate being in one place for too long. I have been in Tucson for 6 years making it the longest I've stayed in the same town. I have been having a huge urge to sell my car, buy a bike and just leave....

You want my thoughts...  I think you are just putting up with me. You probably find me annoying and a nuisance.  Not to mention a total creeper. You don't want to tell me how much you really...

She has been super friendly lately. With all the stress going on with moving and other stuff she has helped me get through it even though she probably doesn't know it. Just talking and texting calms...

I thought my previous entry would be my last but I need an outlet. I have a feeling she is cutting as I'm writing this. She wont talk to me at all. I think she is afraid that I will do the same...

I want to text her but I think she needs some space...well at least from me. I wish last night never happened. I can't write anymore. So umm I guess this is my last entry on here. This site just...

I just read my texts I sent Randa last night. Now I judt want to go hide in a hole. I promised Jess I wouldn't cut before todays concert. So instead of cutting last night I drank... a lot. What the...

Probably the worst feeling in the world is not being able to protect the people you love. I feel like a complete failure not being able to stop that from happening.  I just want to hold you and tell...

I knew I would get jealous.  At least I think it's jealousy.  I'm not sure. It bothered me when she started talking about another guy. I don't know why. Yes I love her and want her to be happy. I...

She is so awesome.  She says she's falling for me. I don't really know how to deal with this. I love her so much which is my dilemma. My heart is saying "take a chance" but my mind is saying "do you...

It's the first time in a long time that I am scared.  I can't lose her.  I am scared to death of what might have happened if I didn't text her last night.  She has a date set. I am hoping...

I am honestly afraid. I want to comfort someone I care about a lot but I need to keep myself distanced because I don't want to be hurt. I know I should have called her tonight but I couldn't for fear...

My dad died on Sunday.  I hardly knew the guy but for some reason it hit me pretty hard. I was always planning on heading to Virginia to meet him but I guess that's impossible now. We talked...