Probably the worst feeling in the world is not being able to protect the people you love. I feel like a complete failure not being able to stop that from happening.  I just want to hold you and tell you I will stop anything like that from ever happening again. I really wish there was something I could do. I know you are hurting and I can't do anything. I want to kill that fucker for what he did to you. I love you so damn much but what's the point if I can't protect you. I feel completely helpless when something like this happens and it kills me. I know you are trying not to cut but I am at a point where I want to cut for you. I want you to feel safe, loved,  and adored like you deserve. When shit like this happens it reminds me how fucked up people can be. I am so sorry I can't physically be there and all I can do is love and support you via text/calls. I love you and I wish I was there with you right now I really do.  If I could swing it I would at least be driving up there to comfort you through this tough time. I can't.  This is another thing that kills me because I don't have the money to do that. Maybe if I hadn't spent money on some stupid concert tickets I could have. I iust want you to know I love you and if I can help in any way at all let me know.