Her

She is so awesome.  She says she's falling for me. I don't really know how to deal with this. I love her so much which is my dilemma. My heart is saying "take a chance" but my mind is saying "do you really want to hurt again?" As well as "you can't do anything to be with her." I think my heart is winning because hearing her voice today made me smile for the first time in a long time. Yeah I think about her all the time almost on a stalkerish level. It's funny because I never thought we would be more than friends.... I am probably getting ahead of myself here but I see the potential there. She might hate me for saying that but at this point there is no holding back. She is perfectly amazing and I love her. I know I dont talk much but that is just because I love listening to her and especially now that I have heard her extremely cute voice I honestly don't think I can hide my feelings much longer. I am trying to keep my distance but I can feel cracks forming in my metaphorical wall.