She has been super friendly lately. With all the stress going on with moving and other stuff she has helped me get through it even though she probably doesn't know it. Just talking and texting calms me down. She just creates a calm inside me but  the same time my heart beats faster.
She said "be mine" tonight. I know she is drunk and high so she probably won't remember in the morning but I dont care. It felt so nice to see her text that... I kinda had to do a double take on my phone to believe it. I love her in her entirety and have for a while but I had to hide my emotions because she had a boyfriend. I fall hard and quick which is one of my flaws and it is difficult for most people to take. Usually it comes off as creepy or stalkerish. Anywho I love her for who she is. She is perfection incarnate as I have told her several times.she doesn't believe me when I compliment her but it's all true. She really is beautiful, funny,  and smart... amd she has the absolutely cutest yawn ever.
 She wants to know my thoughts and feelings. They have been the same for the past 3 months. They haven't changed, at least in regards to her.