You want my thoughts...  I think you are just putting up with me. You probably find me annoying and a nuisance.  Not to mention a total creeper. You don't want to tell me how much you really despise me because then you might feel guilty if I killed myself because of it. I still continue to care because I truly do believe you are a wonderful person who has been through some tough shit. Shit no one should go through. I honestly can say I love you and mean it. I dont throw those 3 words around lightly. When I say them I really do mean them. I have hurt people by just throwing them around and I honestly don't want to hurt you. You really are the reason I am still here.  I really do love you. If you think I'm lieing I think my actions more than prove it. It's not the stuff you see like me saying how beautiful you are.  It's the things like staying up an hour after after I think you fell asleep on me just incase I was wrong. Wondering if you're okay all the time. Hoping you are happy and when you're not, texting you.