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I don't know what I did.  I feel like she is shutting me out again.  Last time I got this vibe she started dating Dylan.  Is she tired of me already?  Am I that boring?  Is She Sick Of me? Has...

Why the fuck would I say yes. I want to kill myself so bad right now. I don't know what to do.  I feel like such an asshole I don't deserve her. I'm such a fucking asshole. Want nothing more than to...

it's my fault. I'm not good enough.  I see that now. She's probably just going out with me because she pities me. I guess I'm not good looking enough. Not kind enough. Not anything.  I'm too fat,...

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. One thing is how my grandfather would probably react if he found out about me or jess.  He would probably kick me out and just dismiss it as a phase...

I kinda just want to die. She saw what happens when I shut down. I become cold and I can come off as mean. Just.. leave.. me.. alone.. is what she said. This is how I know I'm not enough for her. If...

I know I'm insecure  so it shouldn't have caught me off guard when she said he might not be as bad as she thought all over a jacket. Never mind how he cheated on her, hit her, and made her feel like...

Tracing the scars on my skinwanting to open them againknowing it's wrongbut it's been so longthe need to feelCold, sharp, steelthe rushthe gushthe floodthe bloodGoing numband done     

This is strange. It's a type of love I don't think I've ever felt before.  It's different this time around.  It feels comfortable but at the same time it doesn't. It's like I'm happy and scared at...

Well I guess it's over. I don't want it to be but it is. It's for the best or at least that's what I keep telling myself.  I Have A Date Set again. No point in living now that she hates me. I guess...

I am frustrated.  Everything is always my fault so this time wasn't any different.  I have been putting a smile on for my family for the past week or so while constantly wishing I was dead.  I...

I am frustrated.  Everything is always my fault so this time wasn't any different.  I have been putting a smile on for my family for the past week or so while constantly wishing I was dead.  I...

Call me cynical but the Disney ending, where the nice guy gets the girl of his dreams and they fall in love and live happily ever after, just doesn't seem to happen.  In my experience the nice guy...

I heard you're doing OKBut I want you to knowI'm addictI'm addicted to youI can't pretend I don't careWhen you don't think about meDo you think I deserve this?I tried to make you happy but you left...

I am upset and extremely triggered right now. She said she is in love with me for some reason.  I don't know why.  No one could love me. I loved her with all my heart and then she got engaged....

A girl named Ashley sent me a message on meetme. All I could think about was how fucked up I am. How she could never be into a guy like me. How I'm not good enough.  I basically had a panic attack...