MermaidSinger

Just wanted to clarify- I wasn't freaking out over one isolated drinking incident. I have been doing this a lot lately- getting upset and chugging two or three little bottles of vodka or rum. I'm...

Name: MeganAGE: 18 I'm 5'3 (a little under =p) and live in Massachusetts1.LIVING ARRANGEMENT about to move into a dorm- yikes! At least I'll never be lonely...2.WHAT BOOK ARE...

Stuck in the same old monotony.I really think this waiting is killing me a lot. It's like peeling off and old band-aid, I just want to get the move over with. I'm scared but it's gonna be a hell of a...

Not a whole lot to report on...been trying to be kind of detached and take it one day at a time.I haven't been cutting, but I've been burning which isn't good, I know. It just seems like I can get...

Tonight is a bad night. It's two in the morning and I just started to cry and I can't stop. Someone was telling me they were there this summer when Amelia was talking about Miguel, and she started...

Today has been kinda hard and I don't know why- I ate fine, no purging and self injury as of yet- hope I can keep it up!I'm getting really nervous about college. I sent in the application, my high...

I had a minor relapse tonight- I have no idea what spurred it, I am on pretty solid ground here and looking to move on. I burned instead of cut, which was something I rarely ever did. I do this...

Haven't updated in awhile so figured I would...I loved it up at Umass. My friend and I were talking about how I might possibly room with her. That would be really awesome- I also met some girls on...

Oh my gosh...the party was so awesome! Let's just say I was happy as a clam with this "social lubricant." I am a hilarious drunk. Here are a few of my quotes written down my friends and told to me...

P.S. Some clarifications to my ramblings:1. I kind of didn't make A's intentions toward Sarah clear in my video- she was using her as a distraction. She outright told Sarah she didn't want a...

I just wanted to clarify to everyone- I was never going to stay at this school, that was never the plan. It was only meant to get gen ed's out of the way. I want to go live on a dorm somewhere. I...

Hmmm what to say...I've kind of been avoiding journaling because I don't want to think.There're no new major developments. I'm starting to look into colleges...UNH and U Mass, specifically. I thought...

I'm feeling kind of shitty right now. I feel like I'm still so stuck in the past. I have been trying to stay optimistic but there's a limit to that. I have kept telling myself positive reinforcing...

So I did a really dumb thing...I thought I was ready to unblock my ex on Facebook but I really, REALLY wasn't. One of her statuses was "I love my boyfriend!" I wanted to shit a brick. The gall of...

Hey everyone! Haven't journaled in about a week, so I figured I would get everybody caught up on the happenings.I've been trying to stay on the sanity bandwagon. It's hard and I had a meltdown two...