MermaidSinger

We went out to breakfast and I had a giant fun meal:1/2 medium blueberry pancake w/ syrup1/2 medium chocolate chip pancake w/ syrup1/3 egg whites and veggie omelettehome fries w/ ketchup1 slice...

I have had seven surgeries. I have had my tonsils out, I have had five open ear surgeries, I have been in hospitals for liver failure and heart problems and severe pneumonia. I have had 8 teeth...

Here is me after the 24 hour binge/purge...putting on a happy face and trying to find some humor.Today I've had:breakfast: lite english muffin w/ egg whites and salsa, grapes and watermelonlunch: two...

Spent all last night into tonight binging and purging. BIG binges. Really shows what I’ve down to my body. I cannot afford to eat as little as I’ve been eating, I’ve had this coming to me for a...

Everytime I start to think about maybe just accepting my body the way it is, I either find something wrong with it or become fearful I will get overweight if I eat how I want. I love food. There was...

Purge free for three months.Self injury free for two weeks (really good considering my track record!)Been eating mindfully and working out while still having a few spurge days during the week.Still...

All I can say is...I GOT IN!I NEVER gave up on myself, I talked about it but I never did, I KEPT GOING through my ex leaving me, through my relapse, through being told I couldn't do this and that I...

Just thought I'd do a brief update because the long story is so hard to explain. After coming here and suffering through rejections from the A Cappella groups (who were very cliquey), I realized...

Well...done. But not sure how I feel about it. Will check back in later.

I got:- whole wheat english muffins- apples- yogurt (pear, vanilla, banana)- baby food (apple, plum)- air popped popcorn without butter- cheddar flavored special K crisps- Special K protein bars-...

I had a great time at orientation today! I made a friend in the very first small meeting we had, and then we went to get our schedules. I was really scared because they kept saying we weren't gonna...

- one cup steamed broccoli- one skinless baked potato- 4 wheat crackers- 12 grapes- special k protein bar- one can tuna- one peeled apple I only worked off 200 on the treadmill today. I know this is...

I know I have never mentioned this before because it's not something I really care to talk about, but my mother is a mild alcoholic. I tried to go in and exercise on the treadmill which is in her...

I just wanted to clarify to everyone- I was never going to stay at this school, that was never the plan. It was only meant to get gen ed's out of the way. I want to go live on a dorm somewhere. I...

Hmmm what to say...I've kind of been avoiding journaling because I don't want to think.There're no new major developments. I'm starting to look into colleges...UNH and U Mass, specifically. I thought...