MermaidSinger

Haven't updated in awhile so figured I would...I loved it up at Umass. My friend and I were talking about how I might possibly room with her. That would be really awesome- I also met some girls on...

Oh my gosh...the party was so awesome! Let's just say I was happy as a clam with this "social lubricant." I am a hilarious drunk. Here are a few of my quotes written down my friends and told to me...

P.S. Some clarifications to my ramblings:1. I kind of didn't make A's intentions toward Sarah clear in my video- she was using her as a distraction. She outright told Sarah she didn't want a...

I just wanted to clarify to everyone- I was never going to stay at this school, that was never the plan. It was only meant to get gen ed's out of the way. I want to go live on a dorm somewhere. I...

Hmmm what to say...I've kind of been avoiding journaling because I don't want to think.There're no new major developments. I'm starting to look into colleges...UNH and U Mass, specifically. I thought...

I'm feeling kind of shitty right now. I feel like I'm still so stuck in the past. I have been trying to stay optimistic but there's a limit to that. I have kept telling myself positive reinforcing...

So I did a really dumb thing...I thought I was ready to unblock my ex on Facebook but I really, REALLY wasn't. One of her statuses was "I love my boyfriend!" I wanted to shit a brick. The gall of...

Hey everyone! Haven't journaled in about a week, so I figured I would get everybody caught up on the happenings.I've been trying to stay on the sanity bandwagon. It's hard and I had a meltdown two...

Monotony is setting in. It's just so BLARGH.I keep seeing her EVERYWHERE. I want to carve my eyeballs out of my head so I won't keep seeing her face. Everything reminds me of her. It's really weird...

I have not slept. In 48 hours.I am going to jump out a window.I have tried decongestant pills, nasal strips, saline nose drops, vapo-baths, steam, EVERYTHING. I am SO CONGESTED and can't breathe...

Blargh. Not a ton to say atm but I figured I might as well update.1. First of all I just have to say that my nose is super stuffy right now. I took two Sudafeds and have been blowing my nose like a...

Blargh. Not a ton to say atm but I figured I might as well update.1. First of all I just have to say that my nose is super stuffy right now. I took two Sudafeds and have been blowing my nose like a...

Well I've been able to analyze as rationally as is possible for me, and I realized I have two major problems in my my life right nwo. They are the two toughest things to have happened to me up until...