MermaidSinger

ok i weighed myself today and i weighed *** five days ago. through not eating and excessive exercise I now weigh *** I wish i could stop this but unfortuantely i cant. it's a cycle I am trapped in...

hey guysunfortuantely my anorexia has gotten worse.i starved myself off and on then binged and felt terrible so i made myself throw up(but that only happened twice.) I havta exercsie constantly and...

hello again everyone!let me start off by wishing you all a happy new year.and secondly the reason I haven't been on in awhile is that I've just snapped lately. Have you ever felt like no matter how...

hey everyone!i've been grounded so I havent been on in a awhile...but there are some things i wanna admit to you all.first of all i cut  twice since i've talkled to you guys last.and the second...

Feeling a lot better. Planned a dinner escapade with friends but not sure I'll eat. Ate an apple today at 11:00. Not sure why I'm talknig in fragments. Think I'm kinda insane. Love you all with all...

Well.Today was bumpy at first, but after school ended things got better. This boy at school and I were hugging in the halls and then when I went to pull away our lips almost touched, and I swear it...

hey darlingswell my life pretty much sucks lately. that's really all there is to say, but I wanted to let you all know what I've been up to lately. Well love you all ;)

Sooo...Um...CINDERELLA IS TOMORROW!!! OMG!!! I am so nervous and excited and anxious and thrilled and fraking the hell out! What if they don't like me? What if they laugh at me? Holy crap!!! I still...

so.today sucked also. I sound like a pathetic drama queen but it did. I went to the doctors and they poked my finger and it turns out im not anemic but thats the only good news of the day. I got into...

today is an awful day. my friend won't pick up her phone even though we made plans to work on our project today becuase she is off gallavanting with yet another guy who is using her. I am freezing...

today absolutely sucked. I fainted in chorus class and the nurse had to get me in a wheelchair because i couldn't walk. it was terrible. I just can't write about this anymore. Love you guys.

I guess today was alrite...I try to be positive even though I really feel crappy. So any ways, I ate a rice crisp and a bite of raspberry cake today...but no cutting at all. I have the show coming up...

today was okay for awhile...I ate an ice cube and tried to act like it was dinner. and then I got mad at myself for being so stupid and made myself eat a damn lean cuisine even though I cried the...

today was way better...I got fitted for my costume in Cinderella and its big and gorgeous and white...and I wear a hoop skirt! YAY!!I made plans to give makeovers out to this little girls party on...