MermaidSinger

Hey guys, sorry I missed my journal entry yesterday, I was very upset and down in the dumps. Any ways, although this journal entry will not be long, I figured I'd let you guys know what's been going...

Hello everyone! I hope you're all having a nice day! I just wanted to share with you some new knowledge I learned about eating disorders that surprised me.  A lot of you guys are so wise and...

Hey guys. This is a positive journal entry because today I am not feeling horrible even though I indulged and had a frozen ice treat worth 300 calories(!!!!)I went to the movies with friends today...

Hey guys. First off I'd just like to thank you all so much for the support, your comments truly make me feel so much better all the time. It's always great just to have someone there, you...

               Today was a terrible. awful no-good day. Hmmm...wonder where I've heard that before. I had a dannon light yogurt for breakfast, a banana for lunch, a kashi honey...

Hey guys! I have been gone for quite awhile, as you may or may not know. My anorexia has come back and is trying it's hardest to get me down. For awhile I listened to it but I am really trying my...

hey guys.sorry i've been gone so long.i had to go do a program for a month but it didnt help, i still feel fat.i'll write more later, im just so not up to talking rite now.i love all of you.

I have a bit of a funny story for you guys-Believe it or not, I have never bought my own tampons...and even though I haven't gotten my period in a few months, I picked some up for college. While I...

and kind of really upset about it. It means I can't drink in my room. Or keep alcohol there. (Which I will probably try to do anyways.) I am looking on the bright side- there is plenty of alcohol on...

As you can all see my belly is still just as fat when wearing the same shirt. I have made no progress. This just proves to me that healthy eating does not work and so I don't really give a fuck about...

Turns out I actually gained weight. I don't understand I have been eating healthily. Another thing I don't understand is that my stomach is flatter than before! And no I have not been working out so...

I have been obsessing. I stayed up until 6 in the morning watching diet, weight, food, obesity, eating disorder and exercise videos. I am sitting here manically switching from thinking about college...

Last night went to Olive Garden, had salad, minestrone soup and one breadstick, then froyo for dessert! Was great!Tonight went shopping and got some toiletries for college, then had a half a sub with...

SSlight progress in ten days, but to honest I still feel really big and clunky and unattractive. I try to keep the feeling in check but sometimes I just want to smack myself for being so fat. I'm...