MermaidSinger

Hey guys. I've hit my rock bottom. It's really uncomfortable here. I can't upload any new songs to my I-Pod. That gave me a nervous breakdown. I've been trying to fix it for two weeks and it stiill...

Hi guys! Thanks for all your support on my last entry. It means a lot to have all of you gusy to back me up.       So anyways, I went shoppnig with my mom today and tried on some clothes and...

Yo yo yo peeps! Haha, just thought I'd be a dork. Any ways, tonight was a repeat of last night as far as the bingeing goes, but I didnt actually purge. I was so close, I literally had my finger down...

Hello everyone. First of, let me start with my recent purging scare. Last night I ate about 200 calories all day and then binged on a cup or two of ice cream. I got so freaked and just ran to the...

Hello all! Lunch with Kristen and Jill went well! We went to this Japanese restaurant where they cook the food right in front of you on this grill and toss the food in the air with knives. I got a...

Arggh. Splitting, pounding headache. Can barely write. I feel like fainting and bloated all at once. Friggin THIGHS. ARGGH.  LOVE YOU ALL. P.S. Does anyone have any words of wisdom with people who...

Hello all. Today I have a very painful stroy to tell, not involving ED, but still very hurtful. Let me start out by telling you about my cousin Morgan. She is twelve years old and like I said in my...

Ho-hum. Things are pretty boring around here. I wish we could have a giant DS get together. That would be really cool.      Any ways, today eating was a challenge. I'm actually not sure whether...

Hello all! Well, first thing's first, in my last journal entry I talked about a girl I had recently talked to about getting together, and it fell through. Her family ended up visiting from California...

I am so bloody freakin exhausted. Ugh. I completely destroyed my mirror the other night. I don't even know what happened, I just snapped all of a sudden and turned into this raging monster and the...

How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid thigshs. The rest of my body is losing weight while I...

Hello everyone, and thank you so much for keeping up with me through this recent scare. I'd like to fully explain what happened in greater detail, and I would also like to clarify that I think my...

Hey everyone, this is Megan's cousin Gabrielle. Recently, Megan collapsed from going back on her starvation diet. She began to restrict and over exercise even more severely a few days ago and fainted...

         Hello all! For this journal entry, I have decided to do something different. I am going to list everybody who has been a particularly solid support system for me and let them know...

 why hello baaaaaaabies! My sleeping pill is kicking in, so this journal entry will be fairly short.      First of all, my friend called me just at the last mniute and harriedly explained that...