MermaidSinger

Oh...my god. This is surreal. I got it. I am Erzulie, the Goddess of Love, in Once on this Island. This is so emotional and unbelievable. My song got caught down a bit since we're pinched for time,...

To quote A Chorus Line: "Who am I anyway? Am I my resume? That is a picture of a person I don't know... What do they want from me? Who should I try to be? So many faces all around and here we go......

Hey everybody!!! Ok so I cant possibly update the entirety of my junior year here, but I'll try to give a brief summation! I have missed you all so much, and now that summer is coming around again I...

I'm out of my fucking mind. I am absolutely fucknig crazy. I was looking forward to this girls day out Saturday but everyone cancelled and it PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH!! I don't even know why, but it...

Hello everyone! Hope you're doing well! You know what I've noticed? A lot of the time, my smiley is always yellow. Numb. I just stay in that altered state. I don't even know anymore. This journal...

Hello everyone! So as quick as my awesome mood came yesterday after recieivng myschedule in the mail, it was gone. Thanks to my good old "friend" I told you all about previously. I call her D. We are...

 Hello everybody! Hope you are doing well!  Today brings awesome, super spectacular news for me! I got my schedule in the mail, and for math, I have my all time favorite teacher, Ms. Adams! She is...

Hello everyone. I am oh so totally trapped at the moment. I feel cornered by ED and I'm afraid I will never recover. I am starving myself crazy and purging up EVERY little thing I eat. And I do mean...

So tomorrow I am going to Ocean City, New Jersey with my best friend Deanna. I know I'm a baby but I'm nervous I'm going to be homesick and have ED issues there. It's from tomorrow, Sunday, until...

Today was really bad purge wise. I ate an entire serving of au gratin potatoes. threw up. Soy ribs and sweet potato fries. Threw up. Broccoli. Threw up. God does it not end?!? I am so ashamed of my...

Hello all! So I figured I'd journal and express a few thoughts. No groundbraeking news to report, but I'll relay what's going on. I had a my day off from work today, but I have to go back tomorrow....

Hello everyone! Sorry for the incomplete journal entry with the bewildering title. Just toclear up any confusion, I was most certainly NOT referring to DS people. You have all been nothing but great...

today I found out that Lauren died on my birthday...I thought she had died the day after. I don't want to celebrate my birthday because it will only remind me of my beautiful sister in spirit. I'm...

Hello all. I doubt anyone will read this and I can't really expect that they will, but to anyone who is, hope all is well. Things are getting worse again. There are so many awful things being crammed...