4/14/2013

Don't really know what to say today. A bit pissed off at myself for sleeping so much this weekend but I often do that , so...Really need to clean apt but so far it hasnt been happening. Slept a long time today and dreamed about getting back with my ex-which I am not going to do, if it ever even comes up. Talked to him a couple times this week about things. He never mentioned my birthday that was Thursday. It didn't hurt but I dont understand how you can know someone's birthday for 25 years and then poof forget it. When it was his birthday i didnt intend to call him or mention it, but he called me that day and mentioned it..go figure. Oh well.
Had a lunch date Friday and still dont know what to make of this guy. From the very start he has seemed overly gushy with mushiness and attached to me when we dont even know each other. The date went well so I invited him to the jazzfest the next day. he was excited about it. When I sent him the details, he didnt answer for a long time. When he did he said something came up and he couldnt make it. The tone of this message was way different than the tone of any of the others, so I dont know. It's the second time I've tried to make plans with him and he's bailed with an excuse that seemed "iffy". Today we keep missing each other so have not talked to him today. I am not emotionally invested in this yet, I just hate these games..
Tomorrow I go to alexandria to start the process of getting new hearing aids. I'm excited but I dread it. all those test are so emotionally draining. Plus not sure I have enough money to buy what I need. My loss is profound, so I can't buy just anything. god will provide, I have no doubt.
Que Sera Sera!