malibumark

I went over to my parents' house for dinner tonight.The evening left me feeling mixed up about stuff -- and lonely and ruminating,but I remembered what I learned earlier in the day which was to...

I've had a lazy unstructured morning. I did the minor chores around the house, shaved,paid a bill, went to Starbucks, then came home to lay on the carpet with Blue. He needsme on his level a lot.I...

I think if we're lucky in life, we get to create our own brand of beauty in how we wish to live.There are all sorts of realities to the human animal - as I was with family last night and I was...

while writing is not the best way to convey this I will express it.It's a journal written over the course of this morning and afternoon.As I said, I thought about my parents this morning before...

I'm starting the day with an enlightenment about my father and my mother. Thinking about the pain of their childhoods and their humanity.I am finding a sense of peace about all our humanity and just...

After writing so much wisdoms, I'm still venting to my therapist and you guys about stuff. I'm guessing I shouldn't qualify it, (like am I cured yet? Why am I not?) everyone has to or deals with the...

Have a great day you guys!!

I've had a good day. Now doing my usual. Watching the Newshour. So much alone time today and maybe I just don't like being alone that much. Some time is good but not too much.Writing here doesn't...

doing great. I’ve just been thinking about things this morning, as usual, and I’ve come to the conclusion that very often I think about how to chart a course for myself and wonder what is the...

I am realizing that we all have things we go to that make thingsseem 'all right with the world.'I was just with my parents and there was a whole lotta crazy going on..I love them - but after I left,...

the floor definitely slips out from under me in terms of my mental health and stabilityat the most basic tasks - I wish I could find what I could rely on with my own sense of self -but I am...

I'm waiting for my quarterly appointment with the clinic I go to where I will see my new resident and overseeing psychiatrist.I've got some time on my hands and my mind is doing a number on me....

I’m struggling today.with feeling like I have to be emotionally perfect. But I am seeing the light with that andI'll explain.  It's as thoughat times there are different levels of awareness of my...