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I've had a good day so far. Got my car serviced early in the morningand got back here at around 12pm. Went and got gas as welland then started to relax in my room. I was feeling reallyweak and in...

The previous post was indeed me just trying to find some balance.Letting my spirit soar a little which then begged the issue of getting it all back in. Afterward writing that, I went down to do the...

even if you are super responsible, there will be moments when you are not, it's human nature....while we may build a cage to live in to protect ourselves and keep on trackin life - we still must give...

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Good morning everyone.I go to meet my new boss today at 11am. Looking forward to it.Here's to a good day for everyone!!

sometimes I take a mental wrong turn. how many times have I written about it.a momentary dissapointment - will latch on to a projected stresser -which then becomes nerve wracking worries and can...

I seek freedom and moments to indulge at times...like today - I drank way too much coffee - I made a big pot -and I slowly drank the whole thing - I take things too far like thatand then finally got...

I was sitting there in services, behind the screen, and I was feeling sorely burdened with getting through this. Waking early – waking up here is hard for some reason - feeling competent to learn...

The darkness of the morning came with a foreboding sense.I felt hopeless at my seeming ineptitude, illness, weakness of mind and incompetence in life.How the heck am I going to survive?, I thought.I...

it's 645am - just showered and dressed.I go down to services at 715am.I'm kind of dealing with my experience todayas 'half an experience'. It's hard for meto always pay attention to the nuances of my...

Good morning! I am making a run to Dulles this morning to pick upa visiting parishioner shortly. Do you ever have moments when you feel like 'too comfortable'?Like you are supposed to have a destiny...

I have had four cups of coffee today.Unfortunately, I do crud like this sometimes.Where if something is in front of me - and it tastes so good -I won't stop myself from being a piggus.Now I am...

I think we're all out there seeking our own brand of beauty in life.Realistically, we all have the nuts and bolts of it to deal with.My sister wrote me that she recently re read Siddhartha and at the...

I was struggling today during services and just with living here...it seemed so confusing - so much brother and sisterhood and yet formality too     ?? why did I choose to come here? Not...