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I spoke with the deaconess yesterday morning and she said'it's time i start assuming tasks that need to be done.'So I have started to be a part of the actual ceremoniesof the mass.I am glad of it. I...

I've enjoyed myself enough. I am now pivoting to financial goals. I'll save as much as I can for the eventual goals I have. 

this place is amazing. I feel safe and I know I am very lucky in that.I just came from a drive to Westminster. The trees are bursting with fall colors.So pretty. I am looking forward to starting...

things are good. I am just waiting for my insurance social worker to call me.We've really gone back and forth about this via voicemail a lot the past few days. Missing each other.It's unfortunate. I...

I woke up this morning, feeling quiteLike my life was lacking, like I was living a kind Of life of no consequence and even worsea mountain of things going against my path forward. I showered,...

Good morning ladies and gentlemen!

Learning a new perspective. As I try to muster the will of building my own life, and that entails sticking my neck out, the reality of losing direction at a moment of disappointment or upset....

I think I was having a bad day yesterday. Sorry about all that I wrote.  I think that stuff affirms me.  I think I have chosen or by default had things to affirm me. Whether it’s worry or art...

as I become more involved with work here -i have tended to sense that the feeling towards mewas hatred or annoyance by others - when you sensehow others feel - that's how it feels -tonight it really...

as I said in the last journal I was stumped and bewildered this morning..I let god lead the dance  I had to make peace with a force within me today. That of the idea of standards and not getting...

this morning, i don't have the answers for sure...letting god lead the dance as arfie says..my neck feels like it's going to break because of all the questionariusand so I'll just relax and get on...

I'm learning new things about Christianity and how to live at the monastery.I am really loving it here but also aside from that these are very useful lessons for me living here and maybe for me...