malibumark

Here I am lying in bed trying to sleep. It seems my intellect wants one thing and my body and emotions need another. Trying to get back to the 'what works' routine.  Just need to think that 'it is...

I'm waiting for work to start here.Pumping myself up! Have a good day friends!!

I start work in a moment.Have a good day you guys!!!xx

Something I thought about today.I was doing fine and then when doing errands, perhaps because of the fatigue, my mind was reminded of something upsetting. A disconnection. It seemed to force me to...

Starting work in a little bit.Pumping myself up!Have a great day everyone!!

it seems as though I get these revelatory thoughtsbut then through circumstance I am drawn downby my condition into a mixed state - the power to continue to be self responsibleto take care of my...

 things are pretty good. My mood is variable but I've been thinking about howmy need is something to help bolster my sense of identity...by giving to it - 'there's a  knowing of self and identity'...

I was feeling out of sorts yesterday - as though I was not a strongindividual. My sense of self is so variable that indeed it is hard to makeplans in any direction because I seem to change in outlook...

I've had a good morning. I heard from an old friend who asked me how life was going.I replied with a message in part that was 'life's an adventure and there's always new lessons'.He replied very much...

Happy Friday you guys.It's the start of a new day!Have a good weekend ahead!

Learning to take care of myself may just be a life long process that you get used to and not a rule.It seems sometimes when I try to express myself I want my words to be heard and for an empathetic...

I hope you guys are having a good morning. I am praying for all of us,knowing we have each other here in this space. That we know we're on each  other's radar and that we find our path forward and...

I wrote this morning so it's past tense now:I was feeling reactive, bruised mentally and psychologically and isolated from any sense of community this morning. I’m here at work now waiting for it...

My mental engine is on overdrive. I'm starting to sort things out in my extra time here at work before it starts. The overdrive was manifesting as anger but I realized that's just my mechanism and...