malibumark

My Dad leads the family very well.He's responsible for all of us and I understand now why he may seem so intense at times. He's under a lot of pressure to take care of everyone.He grew up very...

I talked to my Dad last night before I went to sleep.He's an amazing person. I also am finding myself,not in a critical way, to see he is not perfect but he definitelytries to do the right thing....

Work went well today.Me and a coworker got a lot done.I kind of noticed today that everyone was playfighting with each other or looking for it at work.I must admit, I have a lot of physical energy...

it's been coming to me - as a master of ambivalence in life :),that sometimes you just gotta be what you're asked to be in life.does that make sense?It's a comforting thought in a way. --I just got...

It seems that moving forward in life is something I seriously want a good amount of approval for. Like one therapist said to me once “Mark, you need a whole world..” I don’t know if this is...

Good morning! I start work a little early today because of the holiday.It'll be a good day. Happy Memorial Day!

Blue and I woke up this morning at around 330am.He cuddled on my belly and I dozed with the tv 'on and off' until about 5am.Then I watched a show and had my breakfast and tea in bed.As the sun...

I know there will always be emotional waves. It's part of life. My coping has taught me toknow that. To know that feelings change and that we must keep a sense of what we're responsible for in life.I...

I am not complaining that I have a weekend day of right now.What I am saying is that in my time alone today my senseof mental health is deteriorating. I'm ok, I am aware of it -I am writing here and...

I went to the Starbucks this morning. It's Fridayand I have the day off now that my schedule has changed.I got a chai latte made with oatmilk. It was extra strong today.As a fly on the wall today - I...

My sense of self and talents and abilities change so much all the time. I know we all have to deal with the changes within ourselves. I counter that  by being strict, or maybe better put, structured...

About to start work here! Very much looking forward to it!Have a good day you guys!!

I had a good day at work today. I came home and made lunch and gotdown on the ground with Blue as usual. He's such a good boy :). After that, and after taking a shower and dressing, I found myselfon...