malibumark

having a rough time trying to sleep tonight.i had a great day with Dad and Stepmom for Father's Day.All of the other siblings are out of town - so we did a hikejust the three of us at King Gilette...

I woke up at 2am - then 330am and then I had my breakfast in bed at around 430am.There's so much to be thankful for. What I really want to mention is that, this morning,though I may have woken up...

time to take a little adventure and then come back in time to feed Blue. :)I should be back by 530p PST to watch the PBS Newshour. :)

I went to my parents house last night - and it was difficult - but I came homeand did my thing again - I am waking up now, well I've been up for a few hours.I am trying to take ownership of my day...

I struggled with the nature of my embattled mindset today.I left a message for my therapist who is very very generous with thatkind of thing. I just wasn't sure if it was me who was the problem or if...

how we deal with loneliness? or for me it's how I deal with negative feelings too.I am realizing that I definitely 'hold onto' the feeling and don't nudge forward with a solutionbut rather drill down...

I was doing household chores - got the laundry going now - multiple loads, folded some and nowhave the bed sheets, duvet and blanket going.I had an early morning session with my therapist today. It...

it seems while at home - the spirit of my home seems dim,i think of talking to my mom, who is now passed many decades now,and she would awaken hope in me. I think of my Dad who recently saidthat when...

It’s funny but the ladies I work with are kind of a pain in the ass but I know how to ignore that stuff and just deal with it as par for the course and do my work well. I was thinking of something...

Well I'm realizing yes I definitely need to make room for more friends time. Hopefully the relaxing and the kind of friends I can be myself around. I realize at this point I need to adjust my...