malibumark

(a journal entry that grew out of a message) I went to Starbucks and enjoyed a drink before walking around the park.I've been noticing lately about my propensity to live in the moment...as a way...

I'm here at work. It's 324am. I'm waiting for work to start. There's a couple of coworkers shooting the breeze near me. They're so funny, I'm really enjoying them.I hope you guys have a good day...

Work went well today. I worked an extra hour (5 hours at work today) and then came home. Had lunch and played with Blue and then showered and dressed and went to get gas and lottery tickets. Then...

I'm here at work, waiting for it to start. Can't wait for it to start! I need to grocery shop after work, there's nothing to eat at home. My Dad also wants to work out at my gym at my apartment...

I'm waiting for work to start. This morning I'll be training someone to do my job for my off days. Should go well.. hopefully.Things are good, glad to be here at work. Just drank my tea and am on my...

My mood swings have been enormous today. I've had to peak and valley and try to process my experience in between so that I could make sense of and own my state of mind.It really never fails it seems,...

I recognized today that I have a great deal of confusion about interpreting my wantsand needs. It seems my anxiety is like my significant other.. Not in it's nature but in the sense thatI relate to...

maybe it's just something that happens.my sense of mental well being comes and goes. Mayberegrouping like this is just part of what makes up my life...I know I've got to wrangle with the highs and...

thanks again for supporting me on that journal entitled 'paradox.'I'm grateful for you guys and the support you give me on everythingyet the themes of the last few days has me just stretching those...

each day serves change, each day I am still here (thank god) yet somewhatdifferent. The morning weather is overcast and cool. A huge fog bank is coveringeverything. It's warm enough to keep the...

sometimes i can feel so confident and 'together', like i have a good handle on lifeand then will faulter in not knowing how to handle a certain change in directionfor finding some goal or some...

When I have been in the presence of a certain family member there has beensuch a sense of eclipsing everything about me. That being said - I was obsessingabout it this morning.I was feeling the...