malibumark

I have to confess, yesterday and today have been so difficult emotionally. On top of that  I’ve gained so much weight and I feel embarrassed about my job.I seem not to be able to shake this...

...the same things over and over but for the new way I am feeling and experiencing. I was so frustrated earlier and then as I layed in bed (trying to sleep)I started to look at my feelings (I hope...

I've had lots of ideas the past two daysin part those ideas have related to "the flexibility to decipher the aspect of relationships that people are trying to communicateand people just trying to...

I learned a lot today and the experiences set my mindoff into a really good direction.I need to settle down now and get to sleepas I have work in the morning.Sending and saying a prayer for you guys...

I have had a weird morning.I was kind of relaxed at the outset.I didn't feel ready for tomorrow's workday but I know I can and will steel myself when the time comes. I made a cup of tea and then got...

Just making peace today with my alone time and my mental health struggles. I feel in good company here. Accepting the editing or adjusting I have to do in my life and outlook on how I cope is...

In part I look for a message of hope.I woke this morning and felt unavoidably me. Wishing I could control who I am better. My stepmom told me yesterday that no one can control who they are.I walked...

I'm sitting here at the market, listening to the Muzak waiting for work to begin.Have a good day you guys!!

https://youtu.be/WZn9QZykx10

Have had some craziness.I'm at work now and I'm grateful for it.I must remember to count my blessings and look for the light.saying prayers and sending them out to you guys.grateful for another day!

I’ve needed  to pray and accept myself as well. I’ve led myself through the woods and now I’ve come out of it.I think we all have sides to ourselves that we wishwere better. I’ve thought...

Starting the day here. Had a wild kind of sleep last night. A lot of dreaming.I have my online meeting today which is always something to look forward to.I'll get to work shortly. Looking forward to...

the day required me to take care of myself in earnestwhen i got home from work. I was tired, I had driven haphazardlybecause I was so fatigued, it was kind of scary and then also my vision was kind...

I get tired from working, and I get even more tired because I don'thave a constant workout routine. I know if I get a physicality backin my life that I'll have more energy. You can do more...when you...