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did the research I wanted to do. Then I did an errand and came home.I sat down and then fed Blue his midday treats.I do look forward to the things I have to do each day, work, care for Blue, do...

Woke up this morning with a great deal of aggression...as in ...I'm ready for a fight...I'm now sitting here in the Starbucks cafe waiting for the time to start working and I'm near seething with 'go...

while at work- through the attrition of not having the motivation to do a good job at firstand yet ultimately wanting to do a good job because that's  how I want my work done (the duality, I find it...

lots of exciting things happeningjust came from a birthday party where i felt lots of lovenow at homefeeling like there are many avenues to take in front of meas crazy as this soundsi have to...

I'm in bed, watching the French Open.Have a good day!!

I just came from a volunteer event that my father, stepmother and I all participated in. This is the second time we've done it together - the thirdor fourth time that I've been.It was really good. I...

I went to sleep last night, spinning from the evening meal I hadjust come from. I got to sleep pretty well at around 7pm - It boggles me sometimes how I mince and detail out things.Suffice it to say...

so much agitation, so much obsessing and worry.. what to do next? is the question in my mind...why not make life about therapy in all ways....From the physical, to the spiritual,from the appetite...

i had tons of energy this morning and I was aware of it,I wanted a mission, I didn't know how to structure it - I know it's my day offfrom work - but work has me so geared up with exerting my force...

good morning you guys! my new work schedule is I have Fridaysoff now (and Saturday and Sunday.) Still woke up early,and then dressed and went to Starbucks at 5am when it opened.I like the early...

I'm starting to see certain habits of mine when dealing with nebulous questions about what to do with my time.Sometimes my answer for what to do with myself is to eat food, sometimes it's tv...

Time for a silly walk

In my dreams I find myself very often visiting a kind of magic city. It's like a mix of all the cities I've been to. I walk around. I go to restaurants, see art shows, I have different talents and...

My condition is really a challenge to me and my family. I've seen the mental blind spot in others sometimes and now I'm seeing it in myself. A little bit of space beyond keeping mindful of self...