malibumark

Feeling so much at a loss. On my own right now in Athens. Just have to pump myself up. I don't know if it's culture shock or the lack of habit for being in a city and not a monastery. I'll meditate...

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6kmj5CG/She is amazing as is ‘the bard.’

WisdomAdopt the pace of nature: Her secret is patience.Ralph Waldo Emerson

I guess I'll leave room always for a measure of insecurity. I guess too I have a big trip coming up and that is fueling my mindset.got to be self responsible but also cut myself from slack. I may...

A few weekends ago, a hot air balloon hovered over our fields. It was the second one I’ve seen since being here. It would be fun to ride in one someday. Things are going well. I see how in the self...

The monastery is so peaceful. It's literally like the movie "Brigadoon."A separate kind of bubble of life. That being said it's taught me a lotprobably because of the peaceful, go at your own pace...

i've been noticing today, asking myself if I will ever have a love of my own.that being said - it seems something I am starved for most days that I am here.the gentleness and intimacy but challenge...

it's funny there were some things that were really good about todayand some things that weren't - over all I am still game!My Dad has said to me "It's about averages!" Couldn't agreewith him more!...

 sorry this journal was not meant to be publishedand it was too rambling and disorganized. I triedto work it out - but - it just didn't coalesce well.

it's the end of the day. I've come up to my room and played with Blueand made some tea. I've been thinking about focal points as my modality for calm, engagement and perspective. I went to meal prep...

thankful for my inspirational therapist today.  - i want to admit  - I felt so well adjusted before we spoke today, I was a little nervousabout us talking today. I didn't know how the conversation...