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I'm going to meet up with my sister and niece for a day the weekend after next. Looking forward to it.i just had to call my aunt for something and she really is like a tough street kid trying to...

I was thinking about what I wrote yesterday.That at times I get lost in my room and thatat times when I just get comfortable that's all I can see. The warmth and coziness of my room - and the...

(I just wrote a long post and I lost it - here it is in summary)last night I talked to someone on the phone and opened up with themand after the fact I realized I was thinking about myself...

I read this article and found this passage. Maybe I’ve begun to minister to myself?“It’s plausible that clergy, through their constant work of helping others cope, develop a heightened ability...

What motivates me in life? Is it achieving my personal vision and goal? Or is it making someone happy and serving others. Or is it something in between??It's like filling a form to a certain extent...

I must say it's lovely and a curative to spend money sometimes.It really puts me back into a sense of well being and joyful and addssomething to look forward to- it can be a false sense of freedomto...

I think at a certain point I started to wonder what my future holds. A single man racing towards retirement age.i started to see the answer as inevitably a negative story. It can't be though. It...

there's a different way of identifying one self in life here on the East Coast in rural Maryland.As opposed to Los Angeles.As well that tends to amplify or just morph a lot in intensity while living...

I realize too nobody is a perfect person -I might turn a critical eye on certain people sometimes in life- but no one - not myself or them are perfect -there are questions to ask about themand it's...

 It's been a really growthful day,I want to share what I've learned for pridefulness and helping too.Yesterday I was talking to someone and it dawned on me, every time I drive him somewhere he draws...

I woke this morning feeling so without power, without social connection without professional connection and agency.It seemed my life had no choices and that choices are indeed a luxury.People with...

Today's realization came to mein the understanding of the dynamic and action where I find myself.In think I've been looking for erroneously for a fotm to fill rather than the alchemical process which...

it's a really gentle reality here at the monastery.For the most part it has taught me really positive thingsabout myself and my life. Things positive because theyhelp me move forward in understanding...

It always strikes me as kind of weird that of all the people praying to God to keep at bay their enemies at bay or to be victorious, they're all praying to the same god. It's just strange that a...

i had a great session with my therapist today.she is going on vacation this next week.I won't email her or call until ten days from now.It's so weird - I am so used to investigating thoughtsand ideas...