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thankful for my inspirational therapist today.  - i want to admit  - I felt so well adjusted before we spoke today, I was a little nervousabout us talking today. I didn't know how the conversation...

there are things I want to change about my physical appearance.I've gained a lot of weight since coming to the monastery.It's very hard to lose weight here - as it is counter to a lot of what...

The day's pressures and demands may work away at your outlookand literally your posture.The issues might send you looking downto the  ground though you might just be looking for life to recognize...

I left a bunch of messages last night for my therapist. I was starting out the day really sad. I’m taking care of myself which I am proud of, but it’s like I get a fleeting moment of self...

My mind and abilities can be very variable, and hence I've been holding fast to things that help in understanding. i conducted service today, and my voice did not step up. It's made me feel...

I’m realizing in a big way, we each need to toot our own horn. We may want to be admired and supported for who we are and what we do, but we also have to be prepared to and be strong enough to...

I have to admit. This morning, I woke up and there seems not much point to it all.But I know that the people around me inspire me to make a go of it.I'll take a shower and dress - and then I'll find...

I think so often I have come to life and to therapy with a sensethat there is some objective joy and pinnacle to be found.It's just not true. We're all taking it a day at a time. Weeach have sore...

The other day I was talking to my therapist about how I may not be made for "a significant other relationship." She responded. It's really a good thing to know yourself in life.It was a supportive...

It's Sunday and services are about to start. The elder is coming back from Germany today. We're all preparing his stuff..Have a good day everyone!

I just wanted to write here that I’ve gained some real important insight today. I can see two sides to my reality that was pretty separate before.I’m ok, though my mood is really unstable. I go...

I had a good conversation with Dad and C last night. It just felt relaxed and fun. I am doing well this morning. I washed and dressed and came down to the trapeza (cafeteria) to have coffee and to...

Just in a bad mood.this too shall pass.feels like I am having attachment issues with the people around me.looking for that puzzle piece to fit my heart.I'll be ok. Keep on keeping on.Sending