malibumark

our jobs or our paths in life of experiencing humanityare kind of in flux - we're ever growing betterat our professions, simply through experienceof it and learning daily and we're also becoming...

I had been struggling with my need to explain my life rationally juxtaposed with my religious life yesterday. I was feeling at wits end at the time. Not in a panic but just very weak and holding on...

Again. I can't keep staring at the closed door aka the hurt.when I am more relationship oriented I tend to become or have codependent tendencies.I have got to remember to be self responsible and...

splintered mind but keep on keeping onI know we each face hurdles for getting our work done and surviving. I'm thinkingabout how we've all talked to each other about our challenges and have supported...

here are some notes that have inspired me both yesterday and today.I've already shared them elsewhere I just wanted to share them here.---Just heard 'confession.' It’s the 5th or 6th time I have....

I tend to have only so much bandwidth for focusingon conducting services. If it's early morning - when I am getting over my medsor if it's services after evening meal - it's like I keep a focus and...

I've decided I am going to try and not phone or email my therapist over weekends.I am going to write my issues here and then pull them together for when we meet.I feel like that is fair. My cousin is...

having one of those mornings - no real plan aheadit's a dynamic I have to remind myself and not a form to fill - just a morning of commitments to the monastery - I realize as I go to sleep and wake...

I wrote this last night:the fear of the unknown can be a big thing. It has fueled a lot of my innards.I mean - the fear of it - I might be open to discovery -it's just the bends in the road along the...

a therapist once said to me 'we all feel trapped within who we are at times'it's really coming to me today -Does anyone feel this way as well?I've also wondered if in fact "free will" doesn't...

I was feeling pretty pleased with myself for what I wrote earlier today.Then as the day progressed and fatigue started to cover my mind with darknessand the messengers that I was sending out because...

Prayer was helping me last night to think about the differences between me and other people. I was watching a British antiques show and I’m starting to see some new things including this.Things are...

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