Today!

Still taking the CBD, it’s still working. Yesterday’s 'day to myself' was wonderful. First time in 2 years here that I’ve been without duties. I got myself a very nice dinner at a new restaurant I hope to frequent.
This morning I’m back in the swing of things. Taking a monk to his appointment in Baltimore shortly.
It’s a collective type of life here that has helped me feel the acceptance and wonder that we’re all, cleric or other, contributing to life and keeping it going.

The sisters have been testy with me today. I know I don’t have to like it or make myself fit their aggravation

I’m realizing you can’t or I can’t live in my philosophy and how I’d like things. I think we’re all dealing with that temptation here. And so I think it realistically we can’t live in our imaginations and we also I think tire of each other here occasionally. It’s real life

Things are good. I may want different things at times. Just keeping aware so I’ll know what direction to go in.