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hi guys, i am in bed with some intestinal issues.
i'm watching the bbc news on my laptop.
father christopher came by to tell me he was leaving.
we hugged which made me feel better.
it really makes a difference.
working and living here kind of keeps things in the abstract
in terms of how I see and experience my life.
constantly keeping things going for a service provided to the public
and having such powerful words to recite and the physical stuff
too. just all that thinking and doing for others makes coming back
to my room, and getting over these issues, a time when
i kind of don't have a focus about my life or an understanding
for it. talking about it helps - and that hug from father christopher
really made me feel better right away. i'd like there to be someone for me
and me for them - but I think this experience this afternoon is having me
understand the position that probably many of us are in - serving
others in our jobs - and then coming back home - to existential thoughts
or just a mindset vacuum for organizing our own time when it's free time.
i had tea and I am lying in bed. i'd love to help people use their
free time in a fun way. have a good night
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I'm sorry that you're having gastric upset sweetie
I have for a couple of days as well
I hope that it settles soon
I'm glad that the hug from Father Christopher touched you sweetie
Rest well tonight...xo
Thanks Jan!