malibumark

I’ve been thinking about stuff and about the little drive I have for making money. I realized it’s not a destination but a dynamic. To keep myself self in goods a services is what my goal is....

I've found some acceptance here for what I have to deal with.Again I get tired and fractured and frazzled but I know I can carry on and keep on...I've been able to observe management styles here...

I'm grateful for this place because I became so tired after working for a while in my room alone that I just started to do too many things too fast that's why I sat for a moment down in the coffee...

Been doing too much too fast.breathing an sending prayers 

I have a meeting on Long Island with a fellow clergymanon Saturday. I will have a lot of questions for him.I am hoping he can give me some direction as to how to managethe political craziness that is...

If i don't have something to door something scheduledand i just have time to feel I get get kind of lonely orrealize I am kind of lonely and sad and then my mind starts to manufacture thoughts...

I feel really lucky to know you guys. Thanks for being so generous with my zany journals. I hope you guys are having a good Monday. Sometimes I put so much effort into keeping a sense of health about...

unfortunately - I gossiped today - and it was a mistake -but we all go there sometimes -a moment of bad judgement comes to meand to everyone - but we still have essential value

I realize we all gotta carry a sense of ownership of our lives as we go alongAnd that solicits a kind of respect within us and for want from other people My godson today just was a starry eyed kid...

I am dealing with this series of thoughts I have right now. I just came from 'evening meal' with the sisters - and I helped them with some things afterward.I feel so close to them tonight - and well...

it's a break in the day- we have a vigil tonight from 930p to 1230a or so.I need help - and I know I have to reach out and get it.My therapist is back from vacation and I have some thoughts to talk...

I came back to my room tonight. Feeling all happy and buoyant because I was just thinking about what I wanted rather than what was appropriate. (Hard to explain)Life was satisfying tonight and then...