finding meaning

I am watching a really good show on PBS. It's a Brit-Com called "Doc Martin." I love how flawed the characters are.

They're so realistic and make me feel a sense belonging if that sounds a little weird.

They go through awkwardness, embarassments and moods - foibles..coping mechanisms. 

So anyways - my day has had it's usual arc of working hard and then dealing with my day outside of work..and the solitude..

and now the day is over I find myself looking for meaning.. I don't have a loved one to relate to - 

and so this show is just full of pathos and good humor. :) Another day is closing the door. Do I pray to god and give thanks.?

can I have a hallelujah! :) hehe