so the day goes on

I wrote an email inquiring about an opportunity to volunteer somewhere.

I wrote some emails to friends and family. I ate something and rested in the sun

and went for a walk. For some reason as the day goes on - my anxiety goes up -

I drank some punch earlier and had a couple slices of cake. The sugar might cause this.

I think on my vacation days I might get a fish as a pet after all. Being a single man

in a Board and Care with other adults is tough. I want ownership, I think, of some things.

Not much here is mine.  Sometimes I can accept it - and other times I have a hard time doing so.

So, I think I will get a pet and give myself a 'significant other.' hehe It's hard. I want to share my day with

others as in - having a life but anyways - so it goes.