prayers

it's a time of transition -


i am not working this week

my birthday is coming up

i will be getting a new resident psychiatrist at the end of the month 

today I have tried to understand why I am too afraid to look for work

outside of the market..

I took one of my housemates to coffee and she is so unwell 

it makes me feel crazy..

 

i spent some extra money today while I am trying to keep a certain amount above my monthly rent.

 

ok - enough writing - just will take deep breaths.

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beckyp
beckyp

It's normal to be afraid, but good you are at a place where you want to work on it. Happy Birthday!
malibumark
malibumark

thanks becky! it's on the 27th but apparently when it comes near my family notices i get all tense..
beckyp
beckyp

Family can be great and supportive and we do appreciate it, but sometimes they just don't get it, do they?
malibumark
malibumark

my family does get it.. they remind me of what time of year it is - so it helps! :)