funny little reflectors

I went to sleep last night thinking some really interesting things about what I wanted to do for work.
I'd like it somehow to be about more than just making money. I would like it to be an enriching experience..

something that tells me more about my world or who I am...

Anyways, I woke up this morning and it's a little rainy and soupy outside.. My bank account doesn't have

a lot of 'buffer funds' in it right now - so I have to watch it... I got myself a coffee and that's it until Thursday which is payday.

In any event what do I mean by "funny little reflectors"? I just called my Dr. to get a med refill - and the nature of that relationship

- turning away from therapy too - I just feel like there are little "reflectors of who we are"  sometimes or who we might be - that can make us sad and depressed... like revolving doors - take one or don't take another -

It's just another day.  I am going to stop those sad thoughts before they get started - give them energy

and they can grow quite dark - I get to be creative with this vacation day - as I do with the rest of the week.

So why not think on that...? I do have things I want to do...and those 'action' and 'positive' reflectors will make my day

a good one.