woke up :(

I am trying to be grateful. I honestly woke up this morning and not much seemed worthwhile.

I did hear from an old friend - and that got me getting up to take a shower and make my bed.

Going to Starbucks to get a coffee seems stupid. Spending money and doing that - 

but maybe I should. To just get out and do something. I read about the "Gratitude Journal" and I think

that's a good idea. To get myself having an attitude of gratitude rather than looking a gift horse in the mouth.

I have a lot to be thankful for - I don't know why I wouldn't value my life- I mean - I need to value it -

and maybe do a gratitude journal would help with that! :)