doing my thing

i've spent the day doing my thing - and sure shootin' there's a pattern to 

what i go through...so i am trying to just look at the pattern and somehow

re-assert a sense of power equilibrium within - so that I won't go all

woefully distressed with feelings of .....all that jazz.

I did have a nice phone call with my brother today - he called me which was so nice.

for some reason as the day progressed while watching my default television shows

during the Saturday Afternoon time... I started to worry about my relationship with him..

I felt like I was a little unsteady - and though I really know it to be untrue - I felt the need

to write him an email to just check in with him - and tell him what was on my mind - and to

just convey my thoughts.... I know I tend to do this a lot - 

so now I just needed to vent this here... it seems what i do...I'll watch my favorite art show

"Articulate" in a little while which I am looking forward to. In my adventures of living things

are going well. I can't let the bed bugs bite. :) peace and have a good night!!