recapturing a sense of logic

after coffee today, at the first thing I did in the morning,


I got a weird vibe from the baristas. That small interaction, first thing


in the morning - first interaction can really color - the rest of my morning.


I found it was like I lost my mind in a way...


better to keep positive someway, somehow - give myself a logic to spend


my free time with...I will throw a load of laundry in the washer so that at least


I am taking care of my life - it's a kind of a logic and a kind of sort of


reinforcing the reason for action.


I don't know why I my mind is so labile but suffice it to say it's also important


for me to remember that things like this get magnified over the weekend...when


there's free time and 'sky's the limit.'


sending peace and good vibes...internet hugs!

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malibumark
malibumark

I feel like I am living under the yoke of some energy like libido or some that I need to keep in touch with so it doesn’t blow me off course. I don’t know if that makes sense?
malibumark
malibumark

it's weird how it's like I have been stuck in my body in a way...
keeping on top of that - I can create my day - and if it's not an amazing
picture - golly, it's just a plain Saturday while doing chores... no problem..
no big deal.. nothing to worry about.
arfie
arfie

"Days up and down they come
"Like rain on a congo drum
"Forget most
"Remember some
"But don't turn none away." ~Townes van Zandt (To Live is to Fly)

It pays to let the world be bigger than "The Yoke," and I ain't just yoking around.
malibumark
malibumark

Haha thanks Arfie