insecurity and 'the needling' and humbling

things are good. I can't complain. I get a little lost sometimes

in the silence and solitude, much like I bet Blue the cat does when I am not here. hehe

But I find myself evolving to the point where I am just pushing myself forward to

keep on taking care of life and embracing me and 'it' for all at its warts.

I am thinking of my mom who passed in 1996. I think as a youth, you can't

see what your parents are going through in their lives but that they keep moving

forward and are devoted to their relationships and building a life for themselves.

I find a humility in my life now - to just love my own life now - and push forward

and do the best by my family and my relationships. It seems that the older I get

the veil of hubris falls away and I see things more and more for what they are

within myself and outside of myself too. Though my filter is a little off at times (maybe more than a little),

I think that anything I am or may be experiencing can be met with a humble outlook and a pushing forward

with the essentials of my life. 

Things are good. Sending good vibes!