lots of errands

I did a lot of errands and cleaning and laundry today.

I was sitting on the couch ex post facto and just started to

feel a bit of being at a loss.

I hope my choices when feeling this way will be healthy and smart.

I was thinking earlier today about how everyone entertains themselves and takes

care of business as a way to think about my own choices

...there's a bunch of benchmarks that we can look to and see how

to choose we choose to handle those benchmarks every day.

And then after much activity - all the activity - I sat on the couch and I just became emotional.

It's ok, Blue is here calling me as I write. I bought some beer

for the holiday tomorrow. I guess I will have one tonight.

I felt strong earlier, like I felt like my mind was strong enough to start

a small business...I've got the desire sometimes to have one as well.

Like a small coffee shop or something. It's just a lark -

and as I have become emotional that confidence is slipping away a bit.

Emotions will always be a part of the picture so perhaps I won't get too crestfallen

and just see it for what it is.

Sending peace and good vibes out there!

namaste!