trying to make sense of things

did a good day's work at the market. Got a LOT done

and left very little work for the next shift.

It was kind of cool.

Now I am back at home. My mind started noodling/needling away

at me on the drive on the way back. It's as though a lesson breach the surface of the

mental gloom and then fell back again into the depths.

I ate some lunch and took a nap with the tv on and Blue beside me.

Then went to Starbucks and now I am back home.

I think I'll take another nap.. I wish the lesson that seemed to tempt

me earlier on my ride home and then once when entering indoors, would resolve -

but maybe that's the lesson..keep on keeping on even when your mind

tries to lead you down a depressive alley - a moments confusion?? stay the course

and get on with the boogie.