malibumark

just reaching out to say hi to you guys out there.I woke at around 3am today. Just couldn't sleep - butit's no big deal. I got dressed, brushed my teethand then migrated to the kitchen where I fed...

instead of doing the Treepeople Event. My back is sore so I chose the 'no impact' activity. :)

My cat Blue seems like what I bet having a 2 year old child is like. His essentials need to be cared for and then he wants things and tells me so by meowing. Then I have to figure out which one of...

Having serious dark pressure and dark thoughts coming down on my headand it makes me want to reach out - but like I would say to a friend in need,I'll say to myself - deep breaths - and I would...

It's kind of overwhelming that I'll have to deal with these mental confusions for the rest of my life. I am leaning towards saying'who I am' even though that seems at issue.I'm reminded of Charlie...

Today I am recognizing that I like living out here in the suburbs.It's quiet and peaceful.To capture what I am feeling I'll say that living'out here', I am not reminded of all the things that I...

some days it's ok to just hang out cozy and safe in your home....with your best bud kitty....with the news on...being careful about spending $$...I think I might go for a walk though.I definitely...

Work was alright today...I kind of just did it...I came home and had lunch and played with Blueand then showered, dressed and went out for coffee.I came back home and watched a little televisionand...

Sometimes all we have is that we're holding down the fort, being self responsible, taking care of business.I'll focus on my mission statement on Saturday.Right now...well.... I'm doing well enough....

I went to work today - did good work except for one issue I mighthave eff'd up on - not sure...but it's entered into the computernow...we will just have to make a change if it is an issue.Anyhow, I...

weird woe and loneliness here, and also it's dark and rainy here too.I'm just realizing that - even when we have these dark and upsetting feelingsit's really important to keep getting our work done.I...

struggling this morning - in a much different way - don't know how to talkabout it but I'm remembering my schedule which seems to be affirming, reassuringand reinforcing.sending peace out to you...

I was with my parents yesterday afternoon and then came home early - and decided to sleepearly as well. I woke up at 230 ish (Blue was demanding food) and then I went back to sleep.I woke again at...

There will always be some new adventure coming around the corner ...something to look forward to.