malibumark

I woke up later than usual today.... 5am -went back to sleep for about 20 minutes and thengot up and dressed and then got a coffee at Starbucks...My hair style was the bedhead deluxe and when...

trying to not get the crazies here.... maybe it's a little warm out - that could be making meirritable and impatient - maybe it's needing a focus and a project - I don't have treepeople tomorrowso...

I'm home alone right now - well, with Blue - but I'm noticingthat after work this morning and still for a while after that - I had enthusiasm for my dayand the spirit and motivation to carry out my...

work went well today. I am doing more and more there each day.I have yearnings to talk to my therapist today,I'll have to wait until tomorrow though but I'll copy here what I wrote heryesterday as it...

It was hard to spend the weekend without you guys. Sending out good vibes! I'd like to say more though but words are failing me.

Complicated feelings here, but my job is to process it out and just stick to my schedule of things which indeed does cradle me so well.. onto getting a good night's sleep and work tomorrow!

When you're in the company of others can it feel at times that your personal pursuits and avocations, if they become exposed, take a hit...like they face peer pressure? Then when you're back home...

Thinking about the ideas of taking care of all you're supposed to do, whether it's in your personal life at home or in my community of friends and family. When it comes down to being on my own at...

i was thinking today about some really wonderful realizations I had yesterdayand today. I have had serious mental health issues earlier in my life but for the amazing stalwart supportof my family,...

Don't feel so happy, kind of down but I'll just keep to the schedule and Turn in for the night soon.it happens... 

I woke up this morning, still dark outside and I feeling completelydifferent from the conclusions I had drawn last night..I decided to, as is the routine, to dress and go to coffee.On the way I...

It's bitter sweet, but I am here with my parents. Initially when I got here I was feeling like an alien and without a sense of grounding around them. I sometimes just have no ability to keep things...

I got up this morning, went to coffee,came home and turned on the usual shows.Washed the dishes, cleaned the kitty litter,made the bed, took a shower and dressed.Ate some breakfast.Then went to the...

my 'other' in my time alone, especially when I am trying to sleep,is my questioning mind and the spinning wheels and appetite fora sense of ryhme or reason about my past experiences of the day...and...

watering little scrub oaks that were planted..hopefully 50% will survive.