malibumark

today went well, but I'm left with a lingering fear over the details at certain pointsand I am realizing I don't know what it's all about - I can't live with these fears as they are - being miserly...

I don't think we need to be in a position of infallibility in order to manifestour lives and also support our friends, comrades and family along the road of life.We do need to be responsible - best...

this morning I woke up with the needling thoughts from last nightand also in life ....and it's trying to make me color my start to the day..I won't have it. I'm going out to get coffee.I hope you...

I am waiting to go to a museum nearby, it opens soon.In the meantime I am listening to a brilliant radio stationthat I love (online.) I donated to them at one time and will alwaysfeel the yearning to...

I came home from work and ate my lunch, played with Blue, showered and dressedand then went for coffee. I talked to my brother on the phone and then talked to my Dadas well, both before I got the...

I was doing well today. I had my work to focus on and though my back was a little sore,I pushed forward and did the job. Mentally I talked to myself a very little but I feltsufficiently gratified by...

I am becoming aware of how easily I become mentally fatigued and at those moments my mind splinters.It's weird but do it goes.I had a good session with my therapist.

I just spoke to a friend about feeling crazy and she recommended to be 'crazy kind.'It's an inspirational though. It's helping me look beyond myself and try and rememberto be kind to others. It also...

I lost my sense of perspective and my sense of self discipline. It helps me conduct myself in a way that helps me feel confident and assured in my decisions. My fears I try to allay with faith but...

I woke up at around 300am today - well Blue woke me up wanting to be fed and then I went back to bed.When I was lying there at firstI thought about the night before.I went to a small gathering last...

Though I may feel like I've fallen short last night while spending time with my parentsand family friends - I still now need to pick up the pieces and stay focusedon taking care of the day. My self...

struggling at the moment but I think a productive way for me to thinkabout what I am struggling about could be couched in the idea of 'good enough.'I've been struggling since the zoom call. I've...

I am just transitioning back to my life after having been on a zoomcall for an hour.Initially I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself. I had impulses to turn on the tv (but I was tired of...

I went to sleep last night I have so much that I want to do sometimes (high spirits)but then I have to live in the pragmatic and burymyself - because for what I want to do in life - I do nothave...