malibumark

Last night was a weird night and this morning too. For all the ebbs and flows of weirdness I will buttress my path forward by remembering to take care of my responsibilities, be self responsible....

Another Wednesday is here.Self pep talk!I write all my expenses down in a journal but for some reason I sense there may have been an overdraft today. When I get home I'll check.I hope you guys have a...

where I work, working in the market, is a physical and kind of punishing job.There's the need to do the work fast and well and it takes coordinationwith all of the incoming and outgoing inventory as...

It seems when I need to move forward in life I need to be my idiosyncratic self but if I’m to be humble and considerate I get so lost in the love of life.I’m trying to be brave. I will focus on...

There's the reality of having good conversation and connection with my family and friends l. Then transitioning back to being on my own, slowly,  the negative engine within starts to make me sense...

going out shortly for my covid booster.I'm getting it at the CVS Pharmacy at Target.I want so much to be around friends and family today.It's making me anxious to be alone or without having a planto...

Thanks for being there you guys. You have made one person's life (this person's life) worthwhileand a lot better.peace, Mark

my therapist is so self sacrificing. she has been there for me so much.when I haven't been able to come on here - she's been there - andwhen I've need individual attention (which I've needed in a big...

I woke up this morning very slowly. I felt drunk off my medication as the medicine can make me feel when I am so in touch with my body.  I took a few deep breaths and turned on the tv and then went...

My chunky boy! I love him so much! :) just hanging out while I watch the tely!

I have to admit that my mood went south. But I am trying to remember kind gesturesto believe in the support I have around me. I have been alone all day, which is fine,but for some reason the...

I have found again the measure of taking care of responsibilities to be really helpfuland I know that after last night's indulgences it's a good important thing to drinklots of water today. I found...

I had a good night's rest. I woke up about an hour ago and made some coffee and drank it in bed while I watched CNN. Blue is scrambling all around the apartment. I think he's just got that early...

Starting the day momentarily!keep on keeping on!have a good day you guys!!