going out for my Covid booster
going out shortly for my covid booster.
I'm getting it at the CVS Pharmacy at Target.
I want so much to be around friends and family today.
It's making me anxious to be alone or without having a plan
to structure my time. I'm kind of praying about things and trying
to take consolation from my walk with god today.
God will keep me company and allay any fears I have
about the insignificance of my life.
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sorry you guys, you are all so supportive and I appreciate how you are there
and so supportive - I don't mean to take that for granted or disrespect it.
I just - on my own - have to believe the good stuff too. I am trying.
thanks for reading and have a blast today.
It's weird how the anxiety we feel about 'keeping busy and taking care of life'
can kind of work away at our sense of inner peace or confidence.
Onward march!! Keep on keeping on!!
Ah. The writings we share in journal are those which we feel, and they are valid.
Being with one and acknowledging one's self is a value that opens so much more of our minds-you're doing a terrific job with finding peace within, and exploring what means what and where you are.
Thanks Mid xoxo
was i supposed to be here for you guys?
i'm here to address my own healing needs, more on the bad days than the good. those needs will continue, whether one or both of us part ways on our own healing journey. we're on road and we're only passing through. there's great power and beauty in that when we let it be.
and thank you for reminding me to keep leonard on my healing network.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnvv1Lgj9zM
Arfie, today has been rough for everyone. You're an awesome cheerleader for everyone! Here's to your healing!
Mark, thank you for sharing!
Thanks Mid and Arfie!!
Got my Covid booster shot and then came home. I found myself with the thought of walking with reassurance from god helped but then my need to feel connection had a bottomlessness to it. I came home and ate a snack and then just had flashbacks of when I lived in the board and care how everyone’s illness just had them frozen looking at the tv ‘day in and day out. ‘ I don’t know if for them it was the antidote to their bodies’ overwhelming anxiety but I felt that way again today. I also thought about how I want to do things to make my family proud when I come back to tell them about my adventures. Then I thought they too probably have some of that too. I realize I have to make my way in the world with or without their validation and ‘do life’ as weak as I felt, I just reassured myself with the thought that strength would come. I may have limited strength but it would come and I will take care of my life and work as I can.
feeling for that connection with god gets me allot further than trying to figure out why other people do what they do. shoot. . . i don't know why **i** do half the things i do, much less anybody else. i care enough to listen when they try to tell me but my mind reading skills suck.
(((Hugs)))
I have had 2 boosters now as well..... I've never had so many vaccines but fortunately I haven't had Covid either.... I hope that if you hope to sweetie you'll get to see some family today.... Big squishy hug.... xo
thanks Janet!