malibumark

I didn't have a usual routine this morning outside of doing deliveries...So it was spontaneous and unknown for the most part..I started to get slovenly and whimpering about my anxieties but started...

this morning is going along... really happy that I am keeping on keeping on.yesterday's visit with my folks turned me around a little - but moving forwardkeeping hope and positive outlook alive.I was...

I'm scared about the future today. I know we all might feel this way at times.It can feel like a bottomless well that I can't hold onto anything butI recognize I have got to focus on the practicals...

I had a busy routine morning. Wake, coffee, Treepeople, home, shower, Pharmacy for a vaccine,grocery store, home again, made lunch, put on a load of laundry and took care of some...

I woke up at 430a this morning...looked online and then I got dressedand went for coffee at 5am..Blue has beeen adorable...It's still dark out and I ate some leftovers forbreakfast and now I am just...

I keep writing 'pre' journals with ideas put there that I am not reallysure of what I am trying to say yet. I was feeling really dark just a short whileago and I know I've got to keep myself upbeat...

Worked hard today. Started to get shaky. When I got home, I had lunch and did errands and when I got home and all was put away, again was even more shaky. I got on the bed and took a nap. When I...

I know I'm always processing things here each day...I guess that's what we all do....I took a semester's elective when in college at a Zen Buddhist Shrinewhere I was taught meditation...the leader...

the day changes me, yesterday certainly did...as did the day before....I started to seek for specific answers in the context of what I was experiencingand began a couple of journals this...

I started the day feeling very sheepishand tender and concerned after the previous day's experience -I started figuring the only place I could survive in the future would be living out my daysat the...

waking up...went out and got cofffee...keep on keeping on...i'll have a zoom family call at 9amthen will watch the rams game with my Pop at noon.I'll also buy my airplane tickets for my trip coming...

I went to work, had my appointments and then got my errands done and then came home and knoshed on dry mango and drank the rest of the lemonade. I took a nap with Blue and woke upand started thinking...

I feel like at a cross roads of dealing with certain problems.The relationships that I have that are troublesome at timesand the desires to have my own life vs. the feeling of dissapointmentor...

I went to work today and had gone there with a sense of discombobulation, fretting and feeling changed from the day beforewhen something happened with one of my relatives.I started at work and kept...